Days pass through like years

Can’t believe I am capable of saying this, but recently an event happened in my life and every single day is like a year, I am absolutely lost; to say the least…. The other day I reached home by 7.45 P.M, that itself was news to my mom , then I sat In front of her and offered to help for dinner , I have never seen her laugh so much ……. She half laughed and half coughed for 5 mins and asked me wats the problem……???????

I only write blog when I am depressed……. I should first change that attitude…. May be I am in this bad state because I have not expressed wat I really feel when I am in good mood……. I will take it as a good lesson and move forward in life…….. hope I will always be god’s favorite child and he helps me come out of this depression.